Wenn die Bäume bunt werden und alle Blumen langsam sterben. Die Vögel ihre lange Reise starten, dann mussen wir nicht mehr lange warten. Die Zeit nimmt ihren Lauf, und ich, ich tu das auch. Es ist nun wiedereinmal so weit, wir sind nun alle allein und nicht mehr zu zweit. Die Kälte nimmt die Landschaft ein, noch schöner kann es nicht sein.
Während die Sonne sich mächtig anstrengt zu uns durch zu scheinen, sitze wir hier und weinen. Was soll das alles bringen, die Menschheit kann doch eh nicht singen. Verstehen tu ich es nicht. Doch dies ist ja nur ein Gedicht. Es ergibt keinen Sinn, aber ich bin wie ich bin. Ve
Mirror, mirror
what do I see?
a girl that wants to be free
mirror mirror
who am I going to be?
another reflection of me.
mirror mirror
what am I meant to do?
I have no clue.
Im hopeless without you.
mirror mirror
will you help me see,
who am I really.
stunning, stout overweight?
is this some kinda of debate?
mirror mirror
what is love,
is it something up above?
mirror mirror
what is beauty,
is it just another cutie?
mirror mirror,
tell me what is perfect,
is it some kind of suspect
mirror mirror
what is hate,
just another meaning of fate?
mirror mirror,
I have so many questions I want to
In a way I need a change from this frustrating scene.
Another time, another town,another everything.
But its always back to you.
Memories that still remain, just rush through my brain.
Taking me some place away from here.
But its always back to you.
Still,I can't forget you.
From the moment I met you.
You were planted into my heart,
Its my fault we had to part.
I wish I could take back the things I said,
Not have you leaving instead.
We both knew it wouldn't be easy.
oh I never thought it ever be, ever be this hard.
I know I've made mistakes,
but i need you here, its so crystal clear.
I gotta get you back today.
Thi
Lying here in this empty room all that is missing is you
Now that your gone, out of space
I'm left alone in this empty place
I just cant take my mind off you
you made me feel shiny and new
Gave me something,that no one else could give
Without you I don't know how to live!
It gets harder for me to breath
I Can't watch you leave.
Just promise me, you wont forget
the first time we met
and the moments we spent together
still wishing they could last forever
One last look in the morrow,and i start to see,
that life isnt what it used to be!
Everyone is looking for their soul mate. Take our love test to find out if he really is the one?
God, these things are stupid.
I scan the quiz in the magazine. There's a photo of a couple looking into each others eyes, all lovey- dovey, and its all decorated with cartoon drawings of Cupids and pink love hearts. I mean, please. AS if you could find out if he's the ONE by answering a few multiple- choice questions. Like for example:
My guy and i go together like...
a) Batman and Robin
b) Posh and Becks
c) Lindsay and fake tan
Honestly, how rediculous!
I'm jostled by someone squeezing themselves into the tiny space next to me. Looking
Wenn die Bäume bunt werden und alle Blumen langsam sterben. Die Vögel ihre lange Reise starten, dann mussen wir nicht mehr lange warten. Die Zeit nimmt ihren Lauf, und ich, ich tu das auch. Es ist nun wiedereinmal so weit, wir sind nun alle allein und nicht mehr zu zweit. Die Kälte nimmt die Landschaft ein, noch schöner kann es nicht sein.
Während die Sonne sich mächtig anstrengt zu uns durch zu scheinen, sitze wir hier und weinen. Was soll das alles bringen, die Menschheit kann doch eh nicht singen. Verstehen tu ich es nicht. Doch dies ist ja nur ein Gedicht. Es ergibt keinen Sinn, aber ich bin wie ich bin. Ve
Mirror, mirror
what do I see?
a girl that wants to be free
mirror mirror
who am I going to be?
another reflection of me.
mirror mirror
what am I meant to do?
I have no clue.
Im hopeless without you.
mirror mirror
will you help me see,
who am I really.
stunning, stout overweight?
is this some kinda of debate?
mirror mirror
what is love,
is it something up above?
mirror mirror
what is beauty,
is it just another cutie?
mirror mirror,
tell me what is perfect,
is it some kind of suspect
mirror mirror
what is hate,
just another meaning of fate?
mirror mirror,
I have so many questions I want to
In a way I need a change from this frustrating scene.
Another time, another town,another everything.
But its always back to you.
Memories that still remain, just rush through my brain.
Taking me some place away from here.
But its always back to you.
Still,I can't forget you.
From the moment I met you.
You were planted into my heart,
Its my fault we had to part.
I wish I could take back the things I said,
Not have you leaving instead.
We both knew it wouldn't be easy.
oh I never thought it ever be, ever be this hard.
I know I've made mistakes,
but i need you here, its so crystal clear.
I gotta get you back today.
Thi
Lying here in this empty room all that is missing is you
Now that your gone, out of space
I'm left alone in this empty place
I just cant take my mind off you
you made me feel shiny and new
Gave me something,that no one else could give
Without you I don't know how to live!
It gets harder for me to breath
I Can't watch you leave.
Just promise me, you wont forget
the first time we met
and the moments we spent together
still wishing they could last forever
One last look in the morrow,and i start to see,
that life isnt what it used to be!
Everyone is looking for their soul mate. Take our love test to find out if he really is the one?
God, these things are stupid.
I scan the quiz in the magazine. There's a photo of a couple looking into each others eyes, all lovey- dovey, and its all decorated with cartoon drawings of Cupids and pink love hearts. I mean, please. AS if you could find out if he's the ONE by answering a few multiple- choice questions. Like for example:
My guy and i go together like...
a) Batman and Robin
b) Posh and Becks
c) Lindsay and fake tan
Honestly, how rediculous!
I'm jostled by someone squeezing themselves into the tiny space next to me. Looking
When I look in the mirror
What do I see?
Mirror mirror,
Who am I truly?
I see a girl,
Sad and lost,
A ghost of who she used to be.
Trying to look into the future,
A dream of tomorrow in her eyes.
Mirror mirror
What is beauty?
Beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder.
When I look at this girl
True beauty is what I see.
A soul pure although pierced by sin,
By pain, by sorrow.
Struggling to make life better,
To see a better future for herself.
A beautiful person
Trying to escape the ugliness of the world.
Mirror mirror,
What has the world become?
An image of perfect beauty
Implanted in everyone's minds.
Everyone struggling
I miss you
Being so far away
Can't wait for the day
That I see you again
Time stands still
Waiting for you
If only you knew
How your smile makes me feel
I miss you
Hearing your laughter
I wish time went by faster
So I could see you again
HEY, I'm izzzy. well actually not izzy, my friends call me isi. but i like izzy better. :D i live in china, I'm hyper...mostly all of the time hehe :P . :D I speak german (sorta) and english (srta) haha just kidding. I'm not very good in drawing things but oh well hehe i just like art a lot haha ....:P I have friends from all over the world since i live in china THE FUCKING BEST PLACE EVVAAAAA (apart from germany :D) and i love laughing and getting hypperrr and hanging out with my friends as they rape eachother. (jk) i love them all <3 (no matter how many guys/girls they screwwww) sweber is awesooomm. :D:D:D Love you all except jacob (jk) ehm ehm over and out.
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So..here i am again,on my own. All that's left of me are memories..There are the only thing that keeps me alive at this moment. The reason why we hold on to memories so tight is, because memories are the only thing that won't change,when everything else does. Allot has change in my life since I left china. I miss it. I miss the way I used to live. If you look at me now, you could see that I'm sick and worn out of this life. I don't want to go on like this. I don't even have a life anymore. All i do is study and work as hard as i can just to get my mind of things.
Im stressed..but i gotta think positive.Thats what i tell myself.So i just want
So its been ages since i last wrote a journal so i thought i should let u guys know what is happening lately.well nothing much is happening. The fact that im leaving China in 16 days is making me upset. I've lived here for 4 years. Some people may say china sucks like hell. To be honest I thought so too. After a year or two tho u start to love china. Well i did. Ofc there are bad times too where u just wanna leave.However the ppl i met here in china changed my life.
I just want to thank them all. There are to many to name realli.With out those people i couldn't have survived here. So thank you! I can not thank you enough. It is just realli
Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you.
I TAG ANYONE>>>>
WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. last beverage= sprite
2. last phone call= jacob
3. last text message= jacob
4. last song you listened to= What a day
5. last time you cried = Today
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. dated someone twice= yes three times.
7. been cheated on= no
8. kissed someone & regretted it= No
9. lost someone special= Yes
10. been depressed= yeeeesss
11. been drunk and threw up= No
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. Black
13. Red
14 . Purple
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (20010)
15. Made a new friend = Nah ?
16. Fallen out of love= no?
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